The Path That Lies Ahead.....
To the one who controls human fate and destiny,
I sit in front of this computer, prepared to write about what will be a stream thoughts and feelings that has gone through my mind these past few days. Emotions from myself and from others conveyed around me has persuaded me to write this letter to you, the one who decides each of our fate, the one who connects all loose ends, the puppetmaster of destiny.
First off, I would like to have a moment of silence for the people I have met throughout my life who are going through a rough patch in their life. I want to express my deepest sympathy and support for them to carry on. I wish them the best, and patience for the difficult times. Whether you are a very close friend or someone I have met only once. I hope each of you can be happy....above all else.
The process of self-reflection. We all go through it from time to time, and from them lessons are learned. Mistakes are corrected, and a second chance materializes when the crisis comes again. I now ask for your assistance in this matter. I pray for resolution, and for the ability for myself and others to be treated fairly with our resulted fate. To all those that are hurten by damaged or broken friendships, I pray to you on their behalf for power to heal themselves from their depression. Give them gratification in the sense that they are loved by someone, since knowing you are not loved by anyone is the greatest pain of all. I would rather myself be the victim than to see them suffer from their unfortunate circumstances, though sounds redundant since I already am feeling this way. With regards to love in relationships, I hope they sustain as long as possible, and for all the right reasons.
I know what you might be saying. Who am I to say all these good, ear-friendly and polite words for them? Who do you think you are? Who are you to go as far as becoming some sort of martyr for these people? What do you, a mere simple-minded man, have to offer in return....let alone having any worth?
The answer to these questions are insignificant, for I cannot give any reasonable explanations. All I ask is for your leniency and mercy. I have looked upon my own past, and to the extent of what I've become through my life. The resolve I have concluded....is that if I were to not be blessed with a favourable fate, I would rather sacrifice my own well-being for my friends. This is just the way I think and feel. I treat my friends and family's good health over my own. Although I do feel somewhat downcasted by your actions with regards to my own fate, it would be a minor victory for me if everyone else could live a promising and prosper life.
So now I ask of you to consider my request. Let me feel partially satisfied about life in general....something to fill the void in my heart. Do onto them what you have repeatedly refused to do upon myself.
To the one who controls human fate and destiny,
I sit in front of this computer, prepared to write about what will be a stream thoughts and feelings that has gone through my mind these past few days. Emotions from myself and from others conveyed around me has persuaded me to write this letter to you, the one who decides each of our fate, the one who connects all loose ends, the puppetmaster of destiny.
First off, I would like to have a moment of silence for the people I have met throughout my life who are going through a rough patch in their life. I want to express my deepest sympathy and support for them to carry on. I wish them the best, and patience for the difficult times. Whether you are a very close friend or someone I have met only once. I hope each of you can be happy....above all else.
The process of self-reflection. We all go through it from time to time, and from them lessons are learned. Mistakes are corrected, and a second chance materializes when the crisis comes again. I now ask for your assistance in this matter. I pray for resolution, and for the ability for myself and others to be treated fairly with our resulted fate. To all those that are hurten by damaged or broken friendships, I pray to you on their behalf for power to heal themselves from their depression. Give them gratification in the sense that they are loved by someone, since knowing you are not loved by anyone is the greatest pain of all. I would rather myself be the victim than to see them suffer from their unfortunate circumstances, though sounds redundant since I already am feeling this way. With regards to love in relationships, I hope they sustain as long as possible, and for all the right reasons.
I know what you might be saying. Who am I to say all these good, ear-friendly and polite words for them? Who do you think you are? Who are you to go as far as becoming some sort of martyr for these people? What do you, a mere simple-minded man, have to offer in return....let alone having any worth?
The answer to these questions are insignificant, for I cannot give any reasonable explanations. All I ask is for your leniency and mercy. I have looked upon my own past, and to the extent of what I've become through my life. The resolve I have concluded....is that if I were to not be blessed with a favourable fate, I would rather sacrifice my own well-being for my friends. This is just the way I think and feel. I treat my friends and family's good health over my own. Although I do feel somewhat downcasted by your actions with regards to my own fate, it would be a minor victory for me if everyone else could live a promising and prosper life.
So now I ask of you to consider my request. Let me feel partially satisfied about life in general....something to fill the void in my heart. Do onto them what you have repeatedly refused to do upon myself.
P.S - I'm done blogging for the time being, so if anyone still follows my entries (hats off to you all)...see you after the break!
