Defense of an Ancient.......Who might he be?

Saturday, April 19, 2003

Things that soothes the soul

One more exam left, and I finally can see the clouds clearing up.

Recently I've been doing some deep thinking (hence the seclusion and my lack of posts). Having past through another pivotal time of my life, I have returned to the state where I take things as they come. I look forward into the future, yet I still dwell on past times. I worry more on how I end up rather than my present state. Sure many people who have known me a while would say that I'm a person who sits in his own pile of troubles and sorrows. But as bad as this might seems, I think I've learned more about things that I wouldn't have if I were to keep looking backwards and not forward. Probably most of you don't truly understand what I'm trying to say. For those of you who do, I'm glad someone understands (at least I hope someone does?).

I sure couldn't live without my most favourite way of settling down, which is listening music. Music (for me) is the most effective way to sooth the soul. I've always loved how it has spoken out to me and continues to time and time again. I guess music is the only way to voice out how I truly feel. How I miss high school band....