April Fools!....Not

I never personally treated this day as the name suggested. I don't even know the origin which it came from, probably some young kid who made it up one day and somehow it became popular.

Anyways, today was my last day of lectures for the semester. I can't believe I've finished 3 years of university already. In a few years all of us will be out in the working world, trying to make a living and raise a family. I really can't picture how I or everyone else will turn out. I guess that's what makes it worth the wait...

Finals are just around the corner, and I have 5 of them to deal with. Two of them I really gotta grind through, the other 3 I have a little cushion to lean on. I'm also going to be absolutely home alone starting next wednesday, which will make my life that much more busier (and lonelier). Silent times are ahead of me, unless some of you guys could keep me company? Is that too much to ask? (hopefully not)

P.S - Indigestion, Anxiety, Sixth Sense. In a way it's all the same....

False Alarm

Not to my surprise, the supposed "drastic phenomenon" didn't take place. I guess my sixth sense is as reliable as the U.S.A's Missle Defence System. I didn't feel any indigestion lately, so Kevin's prediction is thrown out the window.

Maybe it was because of how I reacted. Things became awfully suspicious, and it also didn't help when your daily horoscopes are giving out the same messages. I really didn't believe in those in the past, but when a few of them hit the write notes, it's hard for anyone to not give in. By the time I realized I was living my life upon it, it was already the end of the weekend. I guess I shouldn't read those in the next little while....

Something is happening to me, or else I wouldn't be writing about it. I'm not sure if it's a problem or some sort of evolution thing. Lately I've found myself going through the motions (not the ones you have from time to time). I'm just obeying every orders I receive, "do this" and "do that" kind of stuff. I'm emotionally neutral and stable with the standard ups and downs. Hmmm, don't I sound like a broken record?

I think I need to do some meditation, but I don't know how unfortunately. Let's see where I could look up on this....

P.S - I just got a funny feeling in my stomach....I hope it's not indigestion...