Mid-term Season

October, also known as mid-term season. You could say I'm half-way through it at the moment, but Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday will be the true test of my academic integrity. Grinding through these 3 days will be a challenge (my first 2 mid-terms went smoothly to say the least).

For those of you who wants to know how I'm doing, I'm doing alright. For those of you who knows me best, I'm also doing fine. For those of you who I value most as my friends (and that's each and everyone of you), I am "Bowen"....plain and simple.

These past few weeks have been a searching of answers. But I've finally realized (or got tired of) how unnecessary it is. Not everything is about searching for answers or solutions. I keep looking for short-term answers to my problems yet deep down inside I understand the fact that some things aren't meant to be explained. It's time to let it go, let it all go. It sounds easy, but so hard for me to do.

"No matter how right something seems to be, it can still be wrong". Repeating this constantly in my head to bring me back into reality.

Listening to: Lord of the Rings - Requiem for a Dream